wow.
it’s been a long time coming, but somehow i seem to have lost all of my words. i sit there and stare at you from across the room. licking my dry lips, i summon the courage i need to cast my spell.
you, however, are entirely unimpressed.
sitting high and staring probingly into my eyes, you scoff at all attempts of synthetic normalcy i have attempted to bring about. you pretend that any little thing you do can and will affect every aspect of my life.
could you do me a favor and grow up?
lostartistoflc asked: we are too awesome. literally. and yess. wanna chinese foodie date too? Im up for it. we can have our friendlies come this time? yes. lovelies.
yes please :) and we are too awesome… more parkmodeling!!!!!!??!!!
lostartistoflc asked: OH MY GOSHHHHH KATIE! I TOTALLY LOVE YOUR BLOG. youre so cool. i aspire to be you. :))
lol by the way....... w o r d s a u c e.
how was vaykayshun?
it was amaaaazingg :) i love you too cath! date in the park with a camera soon??
Whatever, Legitimately.
Life will indeed go on— your broken bone will heal, your broken faith will evaporate, and your broken heart will mend. you may show the scars of tehse encounters later on in your lifetime, but the main point is that life goe on no matter what you try to to stop it.
So get with the program! If you feel sorry for yourself, do what you can to remedy your sorrow. Don’t self- mutilate, don’t point the blame, and most of all, don’t hate on the ones that are and always will be there to care. You may feel as stuck as you possibly could be, but you can take five minutes, (mayhaps even five hours, days, or weeks) sit down, and breathe. Let the stupid shit go, and let yourself move on.
Nothing is insurmountable, you just have to be brave enough to be willing to do what it takes to get yourself out.
vacation.
maybe it may not be all that it has been cracked up to be, but I’m having a pretty good time. I mean, I was not at all thrilled when I realized that I would be spending an entire week in Hilton Head… but not for the reasons you would think. I love the beach, the boys, and the view, but, hell, if I had as big of an ego as half the people I see here…. well, world, you wouldn’t like me very much.
Don’t get me wrong, there are enough decent people here, but all the ones that I would be interested in going up and introducing myself to are the ones that shun me. Hmm…. I shall have to work on this. I mean, does wearing excessive amounts of Ralph Lauren and Sperry’s really mean that you can think that you are better than I am? I mean, if I cared to do so, I could certainly act the part.
Keep that in mind.


